SAPM and FA papers are over! SAPM was cool, not as difficult as the previous papers.. because i guess God was gracious? those stuff i focussed on studying came out! i was like, OMG when reading through the paper. XD and i really couldnt believe my eyes, because the theory part was erm... what i was studying almost the whole time. linzt can testify for the first qn, hor?

FA... today. gosh. the case study was super long and and wordy. but thank God, miss toh extended our test by 15 minutes. and i saw all of our expressions when she said it, it was like "OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS? O_O" hah. and yes, she was serious.

no idea how come it's allowed, but still thankful. cos... by the time the 1 hour period is over, i still had like 10 marks worth of qns NOT done. and the paper is upon 40.

imagine.. doing 30 marks out of 40 only. chances of failing = HIGH. but, i didnt really know what i was writing and whether it's even answering the question. it's like, kind of but then... lacking depth? i have no idea. just dont have that sort of confidence to say "yes! my answer gets the marks" if you get what i mean...

oh well. it's over, and if i fail.. what can i say.. i've done my best :) hahah.

recently i've been having this mentality in me whenever i start panicking while studying, which is

is life just about studying? am i living as though God does not exist?

and i start to take it more easy, because... although studies is important, but does getting a degree equate to a good job? does all degree holders have the perfect life?

the answer is no. i think many times we like to make success seem easy to achieve. good grades = good job = better life. to some extent it's true... but yet not entirely. perhaps i've learnt that life is more complex and tough to manage than what we imagine it to be.

oh well. last paper is CAC (credit administration and control)! it's at 9am =/ SIGHH. but after that, can finally rest properly. dont need to keep worrying of the lack of time to cover every topic.... YESSSS.