update:
absolutely nothing to do, so i decided to continue ranting. HAHA. people who are bored, arent you glad that you've something to read? erm, okay.. maybe not...

tomorrow is SAPM paper. i dont feel like starting, and i think that's me. i'm not, the study everytime i can kind, or study til i am dead tired and i'm still not satisfied.

i just like to, relax and when i am ready, go for it! and that's all lor. :) tt's my studying method. haha. nowadays, i find myself being too gan jiong. totally not me. so i am slowly adapting to be me, the way i study may be different.. but i prefer it that way. :)

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completed 2 papers, MA n BTM. MA was horrendous, BTM was erm.. alright? but a lot of odd questions were asked. and some arent really covered in the lectures. like, drawing a yield curve? calculating weighted avg interest rate? SIBID? -_-

but i'm still thankful that it's over! the calculations were quite simple, thankfully. cos i am ultra blur today. xiao ling said i looked like i just woke up -__- which is true la. HAH.

and and. really thankful for my bro these 2 days. he had off on mon and MA(medical appointment) today. so, he pei-ed me for breakfast+lunch and i'm really grateful that he did. :) and he said smth which jolted me.

if i can't love my own family, then how can i say i love God?

mmm, something to ponder about i guess. :) okay, update til here! now blogging is one form of DESTRESSING. muahahah.