today i didnt go to school.. couldnt wake up in time for lecture, and was feeling a little ill. so i wanted to just rest at home. and you know wht... woan ni and adelyn smsed me to tell me that...

there isnt BTM tutorial today cos GEL(go figure, =x) is is... sick! so i wont be missing the tutorial!!!

OMG, wow. i couldnt believe it, you know. cos it rarely happens that a tutor cancels the tutorial on the day itself. so i can only say, thankyou God. even though i have not exactly been good this week, you still choose to be gracious to me. i was like, speechless.

perhaps to you, it may seem like a small thing. but for me, it is something major. i guess it's because my course is really competitive, and there's this kind of pressure to keep up. so that you wont lag behind, but i think i already am lagging behind for BTM. like, i dont really understand the last lecture plus i missed the recent one. =.=

but... i know that life is more than studying. or making friends, or anything else. it's about fulfilling the purpose God has set you out to do. so.. i'll just try my best and leave the results to God le. :)

i'm already very lucky to have friends who really care for me in school and.. accept me for who i am. :) recently been seeing shellen and bomba around in school! it really makes me smile to see my friends. oh man, am i sounding abit, odd? lol. dont care! cos i'm really glad to have known them.. and all the friends i've met in poly. :) thankyou for being part of my life.

sometimes it's really hard to do what God wants you to do....

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