it's been a looong while since i posted a relatively happy post? hahha. today i will do so then. :)

talked to woan ni on the phone for 2 hours 10 mins and 53 seconds, longest timing for me and her i think! and yea, i said alot of what i've been thinking thru and other stuff. which now thinking back, is quite small. thankyou for listening to 2 hours 10 mins and 53 seconds of my problems, indeed it's hard to find a zhi ji and i'm glad i've found mine. (:

i've decided that.. i should learn how to accept the fact that i cannot please everyone, nor am i a superwoman who can be there for everyone.

so.. altho i always felt i wanna be a better friend, a better daughter, a better granddaughter, a better sister to my cell... and many times i feel that i just cant meet my own expectations.. i'm just going to do my best, and let nature take its course.

it's really unhealthy to think SO much *shakes head at self* now i understand what God wanted me to learn all this while.... to leave everything into His hands. =) it's not going to be easy, but i know i'll go through this, n survive. why? because, God never fails.

amen.

Labels: friends, revelation, thanksgiving