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Saturday, January 26, 2008

6:31 PM

top photo: adelyn very focused on studying, amelia too
bottom photo: me and mei hsing.. bored from studying

PFP project is ending... real soon. somehow for this project, i dont feel much sense of satisfaction from completing it. although it is one of the toughest, most confusing, time consuming (amidst our already busy enough schedule), most stressful and the list goes on. maybe it's cos all of us no longer have the energy to care so much about it with IF test ongoing at 5pm yesterday while we ended school at 1pm. =S

i dont care if the project still have mistakes already. i guess i said that in the earlier post, but i really mean it. cos it is just a super unrealistic project. =/ at least to me and the rest of my group and linzt.

today's my dad's birthday... he went to church for some stuff. my bro's out for cellgroup and i'm alone at home now. cooking maggi mee so that i wont eat medicine on an empty stomach later. sounds sad to you? i guess it's alright for me. i need some time alone too. been keeping quiet at home at times, no idea if i'm doing that in school.. but that's cos i'm tired. i actually forgot to press the button so that the water will boil, so that i can cook maggi. you see? that's how forgetful i'm becoming.

it's really not easy to keep the Sabbath.....

Isaiah 58:13-14

13 "If you keep your feet from breaking the Sabbath
and from doing as you please on my holy day,
if you call the Sabbath a delight
and the LORD's holy day honorable,
and if you honor it by not going your own way
and not doing as you please or speaking idle words,

14 then you will find your joy in the LORD,
and I will cause you to ride on the heights of the land
and to feast on the inheritance of your father Jacob."
The mouth of the LORD has spoken.

i dont know why but i just feel that i've lost the joy again. although PFP comes to an end, i'm not exactly rejoicing... although this sem is coming to an end, i'm showing no signs of relief. what is happening? -shrugs-