in Christ alone, i stand.
i dont know what to say, except tt i feel stressed. been procrastinating too much and stuff. even have a tutor kind of disliking me now (altho i dont think i care about that, cos he/she is just prejudiced seriously.)
no school tml, tt's a very good news. usually fridays are ultra tiring, starting at 9am ending at 4pm with a 1 hour break in between only.
9am-11am FOI tutorial
11am-1pm FOI lecture
1-2pm BREAK
2pm-4pm Consumer banking lecture
nice timings mann. lucky FOI is cancelled and so is cons bkg. *heave a sigh of relief* speaking of relief, it just reminds me of the PFP project. you know, tax relief. there's spouse relief, child relief..... etc. -__-
okay sidetracked abit. hah. but i guess i am thankful amidst all these. because of the rest I've been given (perhaps forced on me.. cos i fell sick?) but now there's quite abit of catching up to do. nonetheless, i am not alone! God has given me friends to go through all this together (: not forgetting the most important person, God himself.
but i do feel that at times i get so stressed from what i have to do and have not done, that i have neglected him so much.. sorry Lord. =(
and i guess today in IF tutorial, when mr phua mentioned about the poor in Singapore and how cleaners' wages are decreasing each year.. i suddenly realised that i'm more fortunate than so many others, yet i worried so much ytd night til i only slept at about 3am (i guess pfp project made me think whether my family was sufficiently financed cos of all the retirement plans for my parents, insurance, investments?! -.-)
and a sudden reminder of this verse...
Matthew 6:25-27
25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
Jehovah Jireh, my provider. his grace is sufficient for me...
