been down with flu n cough since yesterday, feel so horrible mann. no energy and sometimes i seem to nearly black out, the vision becomes blurred and i cant stand properly. =/

PFP project is finally ending! I CANT WAIT. and i dont care how much i'll get for it already, cos i already tried my best. although it may not seem like the report is of standard, it is already everyone's best effort! SO, whatever the results... just let it be.

tomorrow have IF class test. have not even started on the revision... so i'm kind of prepared to not do well. oh well. didnt go for orienteering today cos wanted to rest, with flu and cough.. i dont think i can come up with any good ideas or absorb much at the meeting either. wondering if i should commit to it, because i have no idea if i have enough time. sigh.

and i dont know. maybe i havent really been myself recently. tiredness just makes me lose my focus and totally blur about many things. i really hate PFP man. okay, let's not talk about that ba.. will just make me feel sian.

now it's 2250. i guess i should go revise for the test. some moments, i suddenly blank out and lose touch with the real world. i want to stay in my own world, but i guess.. i cant.