Just another ordinary miracle.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

10:18 PM

hello... FOI PAPER IS DONE. yet, i'm already drained. GR. and i still have like, one last paper. the one which requires memorizing.. oh man.

i think today's paper, i did without really using much of my brain.. it's like my brain n hands were doing the work for me. was having a headache and just... oh well. it's over. and i've tried my best for the paper, without remembering much of wht i wrote or did. ironic totally.

havent been getting the sleep i need perhaps. or just thinking too much for my own good. altho i know what should be done, sometimes i lack the determination to do it. because of what it may cause. i guess most of you wont understand what i'm talking, sorry.. cant say much of it here.

doing the right things may hurt others, but i guess.. ultimately it's about obeying God and haiz. what must be done, must be done.

somehow i get this feeling that my 18th birthday wont be very happy. i'm not really looking forward to it, and it doesnt feel like it's december at all.