my tagboard's up again! a new one this time. :P just felt like having one again. i sure am ironic. =.=

anyway.. life has been tiring. more than just that i guess. it's been painful too. =/ but i guess, the joy always comes after the mourning. and God always knows our limit, so yeah.. that's a good thing.

school's.... scary. for lectures, 70% of the students turn up 5 minutes BEFORE it. when my friends and i went in on the dot.. we're only left with the first 2 rows. imagine that man. and for tutorials, everyone does their work (myself included, cos i realised i shldnt slack, esp when my subjects are those that require lots of understanding to do it well) you dont know how scary that is.. because in my previous sem class, only around 1/2 to 3/4 of the class does their work. hahah. and i'm those who didnt do work. =X people change, hehe.

mondays and fridays are the busy days. mondays are full of tutorials. 2 hour ones. so i have school from 9 to around.. 5 plus. then for fridays, i have school from 9 to 4 with an hour break in between. fridays are bad, leaves me completely braindead. ask woan ni man, it's that kind of effect for most of us.

then for the last week, i was kinda thrown off by the stress this course has. trying to understand the lectures was a tough task already, at least to me. this week's slightly better i guess. tutorials do help alot in your understanding x) am i sounding more n more guai? haha.

yeah, but amidst all these.. i've finally learnt how to leave things to God for my studies. for the first week i've struggled alot because i was trying so hard to do things "right", make sure everything is "perfect" and keep up with the rest. but i've realised that... all i need to do is just give my best and leave the rest to God :) although i do forget at times, but yea. once i submit it to him, it feels alot less burdensome on myself.. ^^ thank God.

i guess i shld end here. long entry today.. =X