it's been one week. it felt like one day. time seems to be flying faster than i'd imagine it to be...

i've gone past the issue of, why am i even in this course? because i decided to leave it to God to show me. but i find my faith wavering... between believing myself or believing him. between believing wht is happening to believing wht he promised.

it's something all of us will face one day i guess. to make the choice of who is gonna be in charge. you or God? honestly, i cant say i've past this test. i'll keep trying tho. ^^ because i know i am not alone. because God is with us.