felt so hurt. din wan it to happen to others. pressurized self. lost confidence in self. no longer believed in myself.

compared self with others. copied others. felt useless.

alright.. so this is why I am tired..

I've decided.. by God's grace I'll hv the strength to climb out of this pit.. and I know. many times I will fall deeper again. but as long as I dont give up.. and I believe in God. He will make a way for me. a way out. Because He loves me, and He knows what's best for me.

For God has said that He will never leave nor forsake us. Let us depend on God for everything, every circumstance, problem... leave it to God because we have no power to control everything. neither do we have the strength or wisdom to do it.

but we do not need to feel lousy about ourselves. because God is still proud of us. and He does not compare us with others.. He made each of us the way we are now. the special way we are now.