finally. a break. chionging projects can get tiring, although I'm not chionging alone, which is a very very good thing. =)

learning how to appreciate things around me, cos sometimes.. things don't just happen. somebody must hv done smth? lol. it's not good if you take things or friends or ur health or... you get wht I mean la, for granted. because when it is gone, it may be gone forever. by then, it's too late for regrets.

I guess I've learnt this becos.. recently my ah ma was admitted to the hospital. she seemed really weak, cldn't eat anything solid.. and the treatment on her was painful. when I see her, I can imagine her pain. becos I've been through that before. went through a major op b4 and was lying on a hospital bed for 3 whole days w/o getting up at all. what I see the most is, the ceiling. anyway.. she was really weak and I think.. it even takes her a long while to recover from the effect of being on drip.

you know.. when you're on drip there's this tube which passes the nutrients you need into ur body.. and when you take tt tube out. you bleed quite abit.. even for me. I take around 1-2 days before the blue-black disappears.. how much longer will my grandma need to recover, since she's at least 75 or older.

but thankfully, she's out of the hospital. which means, she's strong enough to walk a little bit at least. that's good for me.. really hope tt she would continue to have a good and thorough recovery, so tt the wounds won't be infected and all.. thank God for answering the prayers of my family. I must continue to believe.. I must.