feeling so bored now.. my bro's asleep and I can't sleep. z_z how great right?

the year is coming to an end. as I wonder wht I hv done this year, I've realised I've changed. no idea how much, but I have. in terms of thinking and understanding people and dealing with people? basically.. this year hasn't been easy. because it hasn't been easy, I've learnt much. cried, complained, strived, given up at times, believing, doubting. whtever you name, I probably have done.

guess in this life, there are many things you give up for something else. suddenly I've realised. opportunity cost. everything comes at a cost. goes for the sake of smth else to come in. life's like that huh.. life's unfair.